okay.
so he just boarded that plane.
so?
i can't stop looking at my phone to see if maybe he did send me something.
something to last me until sunday night.

just like how i lasted when my friend went to penang.

its funny how 24 hours can complicate things.
yeah.
everything is a mess now.
so i cannot decide.
so i don't know what i want.
so i'm just going let it happen naturally.
lets just hope that he can wait until then.
and i hope my friend won't treat me any different.

i still love you.
but then there are complications.

i'll only ask for a few days.
and when i know that its all fine and alright.
i'll let you know what i've decided.
and i got a feeling that it would be a good decision yeah?
i don't know if you can read this though.
but yeah.
i'll see you monday.
then you'll know.